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this'll be the first.

given, not all relationships fare smoothly. there's bound to be a rocky path along the way, it depends on the both of you if you have the means to weather it or not.

and fck, i'll be ranting. you don't understand me.
why is to so difficult to point out that not because you're talking to someone, you're entertaining him already?
considering that the word "entertaining" is entirely subjective, we happen to have different perceptions. this is getting out of hand. and i admit, i'm perplexed. just because of a conservation that doesn't involve any sweet and cheesy shit, but just a usual conversation wherein two people share something about what's going on in there lives lately is actually considered conceited. You should've told me off the bat that "do not talk to those who show interest, not even a single look. or else"



in the first place, you didn't tell me that i'm not supposed to talk to him. and i guess i stressed it quite well that i wasn't flirting with him, or anyone for that matter.

the way i look at it now, it doesn't come out as a surprise that people always view me as the fcking antagonist. hey you're just loving me, right? and i'm the insensitive bitch who talks to those who like me albeit you loathe it.

tsk, ever the ruthless bitch. putang ina talaga. oo na, kasalanan ko na.