It's sad to see that this blogsite has become a venue for inhibited thoughts and repressed feelings. But then again, that was the primary purpose as to why this parcel was formed. It's the 23rd! :) Two days before the big day, the supposed highlight of the year- when people should be happy for no apparent reason. It's the time of the year when these two wonderful words come alive without bashing - "Just Because". And until now, I feel no spark of the season. :(...
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Fall from Grace
I need this phase to finish - fast. I don't like it. I don't know why I allowed it to happen. I hate this feeling; when one is confined in a situation where emotions are unstable, where conflict may arise in any given time.I wish to vent to all my heart's desire, but I am taken aback by the possibilities of other people reading this post. Albeit there aren't much who are aware of the owner of this blog site, I still have silly inhibitions of letting out this fcking feeli...
Monday, November 16, 2009
What would you do. . .
. . . if the person you've trusted and loved has actually been a lie from the very beginning?Okay I won't jump into conclusions yet, not unless I talk to him. But I don't think that's possible, and assuming the worst case scenario (that he, indeed lied to my face for almost two years) won't hurt either. I don't have any grudges, nor does murderous thoughts dwell in my mind. I just wanted to talk, I just want to know why you did that and why you didn't tell me.I know its mostly my fault, I allowed...
Monday, November 9, 2009
A Blog Post
Yehess~ This is my first post for this semester. Weird as it may be, I tend to blog a lot during weeks of stress and anxiety. Seeing as life had been great to me for the previous weeks, I forgot to update my small parcel of the vast virtual universe. But for motivation's sake- here i am~ trying to write whatever it is that pops out of my feeble mind.Currently Reading: Nightmares and Dreamscapes by Stephen KingCurrently Watching: Soul Eater Season 2LSS: Out of my LeagueCraving for: ChamporadoAttended:...
Friday, October 16, 2009
PJ :)
What's with a park?Eto na lang ung naiwan kong memory ng PhotoJourn class ko this sem, aside sa mga rolls of film sa drawer ko =))The seventh part of the life formula, the Sequence:SUBJECT: Luneta...
Thursday, September 24, 2009
it really doesn't matter what i feel.i give up.it doesn't make sense anymore.i'm tired of this vicious cycle.i'm tired of trying.i'm tired of waiting.i'm tired of being someone that i want to be,someone who could never be me.I'm going home...
Monday, September 21, 2009
chill :D
Time out muna. Mula sa tambak na school work, naiwang trabaho at sakit sa katawan.Oye, though I was able to sleep for more than 6 hours today, it still wasn't enough cause I wake up every hour since 6AM, trying to get up and continue working on our thesis. Kaso 10AM na ko nakabangon, parang sinayang ko lang ung apat na oras kasi hindi rin naman ako nakatulog ng maayos.9PM na. Atlast, natapos din sa thesis. May naiwan pang isang pahirap na kailangan din ipasa bukas. Bakit ba kasi naging proponent...
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
hooray for today! LOL :))
yey~ was able to finish four articles today. Still have one pending, but I'm thinking of finishing it tomorrow o.oToday has been a very productive day! Was able to gather Review of Related Lits and Studies at DLSU Lib, which I must commend for being very accomodating! Not only is their library big and jam packed with useful books, it's easy to locate them XD Even the xerox is cheap, and fast. yey for la salle! lol.i feel so hypurrrr i think im starting to fix the things i left hanging~ :Dthis is...
Friday, September 11, 2009
ReCap :D
rawr~ I got my much needed break today! But boo me because I still feel guilty. Don't ask why XDD haha. Sooooo, I plan to make the most of my weekend~ and i'll be back to kickin ass on Monday :3A quick recap of events! I have been quite busy with work for the past few weeks. I've been to four events already o_oOne was the ZX Event: Rise of the Emperor thinger @ SM Manila, where I first exercised my "media rights". I went there about an hour before the program ended (see i have classes during saturdays...
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Okay. I don't know why I always say "okay" when I want to vent, but I don't want to. Then later on I'll decide that I would. Okay that was confusing, you shouldn't be reading this in the first place.I am perplexing, even I confuse myself a lot. So what's the point of posting this anyway -.- I don't even know what to write about! All I know is that I should be doing this, because it would make me feel better somehow. But how the hell am I gonna do that if I don't even know what's bothering me o_o...
Monday, August 31, 2009
random thoughts
I dreamt of someone for two consecutive days, and it was happy. :)And when I wake up, I'm left dumbfounded as to why that person was in my dream.Okaay I don't know what to think ((: It's not really bothering me but I can't stop thinking about it. (ang contradicting XDD) I don't get it o.o I don't know what to think. I don't know what those dreams imply. I wonder if that person would still be with me when I sleep later o.ohumaygas ...
Monday, August 10, 2009
A Day in a Life
I haven't been able to update this lately, what with my busy schedule and all.But what the hell, I might as well stop duping myself and get on with the facts.Okay, I wasn't busy. Atleast not too busy to disregard subtle things such as venting.I should be, but I'm not. CURRENTLY READING: The Empty House by Algernon Blackwood [Yes I have time to read. I do so before I go to sleep or whenI'm traveling to and fro places, as the book is saved in my phone. Handy :P]LSS: Mad Season - Matchbox20CRAVING...
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Random Thoughts
Bilib ako sa Presidente natin. Hindi dahil sa pagiging isang mabisang pangulo ng ating bansa, lalo na’t hindi sa mga nagawa niya para sa mamamayang Pilipino.I mean, no matter how much you hate the person; you just can’t help but admire her for who she is. She is a very strong woman- independent, fierce and driven. Albeit I don’t like her as our President and there have been countless moments that I want her ousted, I still respect her. The mere fact that she had been our President for nine years...
Friday, July 24, 2009
Rant Number One:
This day is tiring, spending almost 11hours in school for only two classes- it was disastrous. I can even remember sleeping, eating, and not listening. Though the discussions went inside my brain like food into my mouth, I still found the long hours boring.And on the way home, traffic was difficult. But I was too tired to make a fuss about stuff, albeit some of the people in the jeep were complaining about the stupid system that the terminal seems to be very fond of.. which is, to bitch around....
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Flash Videos?:))
lol. Boring kanina, ang aga ko kasi nagising tapos hindi ko pa feel mag sipag. So ayun, habang kaharap ang PC, triny ko na lang pag aralan ung ibang programs na wala pa kong kaalam alam. At yun ay~ ung Flash Macromedia thinger. 'di ko binasa ung manual like I always do, basta na lang ako nag pindot pindot and stuff. I think it's the program used to make flash videos (malamang) i mean, some of the games na nalalaro ko online na parang gaguhan lang pero cool. So kung titignan, parang mga drawing lang...
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Rehashing old memories
This was our presentation for our Theater Arts class two semesters ago. I was one of the playwrights and I also helped the Production Team.-------------------------------------------------------------------------“Ano bagang masama umibig? Ano bagang kapuot-puot sa pagiging maligaya ng dalawang taong tunay na nagmamahalan? Ano bagang masama sa pagpapa...
the 18th of July :)
Okaaay. So I wasn't able to do everything that I have planned out for today, but it was okay.The other day, I've posted how undecided I am whether I should audition for the Grand Prix or not. This afternoon, I did. Though I was still unsure of what it entails, I went for it. Just for the sake of trying, and so I won't feel emo afterwards- thinking of the opportunity that passed. And I didn't make it. For some reason, I was so nervous and I buckled, stuttered, and ate my words. See I'm not usually...
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Trippings. :3
haha. Second post for the day, I just had to put this here =)) I took a test on FB out of boredom, entitled "What do Your Eyes Say About You?" and here's the result:Innocence.When people look into your eyes, they see pure innocence. Your eyes sparkle and you like to flaunt them, and often use them to manipulate people. You're a kind-hearted and intellectual person that loves being loved and getting attention, but others don't see that you can sometimes be defensive and aggressive when you don't...
La la la~
I first heard this song in the movie Austin Powers, though I'm not sure which o.o I think its when he was with that blonde girl with round eyes, the thinger when he lost his almighty mojo.Well anyway, the song is very nice. Albeit I wasn't heartbroken that time, I liked it a lot. I heard it again today, while working my way through traffic and I thought that it would be nice to post it here.For all the lovelorns out there, for all those who are tired of loving~ :3Oh yeah, I'm not sure of the title...
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Clannad Fever, I'm infected!
Anime Review: GAME! September 2009 issue-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Buíoch as cara is clann (Appreciating friends and family)The wonderful world of ClannadBy Melissa Silvestre “You rolling thunder.... KAH!” – Sunohara. A statement so random, it becomes epic. Whatever he meant- if...
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Fine, I'll Be Responsible
Breathe in, breathe out.I feel anxious. My heart is not at peace. I need to let this out.I feel as if I'm commiting more mistakes by taking on so much responsibilities- and here I am, proving to myself that I'm a worthwhile bum. Though people would always commend me for delivering a job well done despite the procrastination, I have this gut feeling that I won't be able to surpass this hole I delibrately entered by doing just that.Okay, so I accepted a job offered to me awhile ago. Since I really...
Sunday, July 12, 2009
To all of you, Life-Draining Leeches
I hate it when people expect too much from me.When they expect me to be there- always, when they need me.When they expect me to understand them because they are who they are.When they expect me to drop whatever I'm doing just to help them.I guess this is a sign that I'm loving myself more.I've become aware of my own space, my own time- and why people shouldn't just barge in, asking for a piece of me. I'm not saying that I don't like to help out, that I don't care.I do, I just hope that they consider...
Friday, July 10, 2009
Pop Goes the Weasel
Here's the crammed up summary of my "supposed" script for our Film Writing Class under Sir Jonah Lim. I really didn't think it through so revisions may follow, just did this so that I would be able to pass something that day @_@For some weird reason, it was accepted as one of the Top 5 scripts to be written as a full length screen play for our class. Genre: DramaTitle: No tentative title yetThe story is about a ”kanto guy” in his 20s, who spends his usual day drinking beer with tambays at the street....
Friday, July 3, 2009
EDIT ME! D:<
An article submitted for GAME! magazine August 2009 Issue, under Hinge Inquirer Publications.Delving Deep into NathaA Rookie’s Guide in playing ExteelBy Melissa SilvestreAfter introducing Exteel’s overview on our May issue, we now came up with a guide that would help new players or rookies to get through the game. As we all know, Exteel is a game...
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